Blue

So I am sad. I don't know what to do about it. I was sooo happy a few short months ago, I was newly married, and homeFUL instead of homeLESS. But it seems that after Ramadan, on the day of the Eid ul Fitr no doubt, Shaytan paid my family a visit. SubhanAllah, my daughter was hospitalized for her sickle cell anemia on that day, my zawj and I started to argue on some pretty major issues and that has not seemed to cease and my oldest son is having a very had time transitioning from boyhood to manhood.

I think I need counseling, cuz I don't handle stress to well.

I wish that as muslims we always acted as muslims and not just when things are good.